random ranting

muscle and exercise has got to be the worst module i've ever taken. the notes are lousy and uninformative, the lecturers are lousy and uninformative, the textbooks are outdated and irrelavant and the curriculum is messy and unstructured. bah, what have i gotten myself into. i should just have taken 4 modules this sem. see la, gei-kiang. now i bang my head and clutch my hair every morning and drift into periods of blankness in between studying. bleah. can't wait for it to be over. and i know i'm so not going to do well. but i just can't find the motivation to work at it. it's just totally not conducive.


someone's stolen my bread! pissed me off, it did. especially since i bought expensive kingsmill bread this time instead of the cheap supermarket housebrand. especially since i've only eaten from the loaf like 3 times. especially since the bread was taken from inside the sticker-sealed bread-bag inside the tied-up sainsbury plastic bag tucked all the way at the inside-most corner of the freezer drawer. and especially since i have been saving the bread for next week. if the thief (yes, this cannot be an accident) steals one more slice, i won't have enough for what i planned to eat on my 2 exam days next week. the thief must have seen me take bread from the freezer before. this is premediated crime! deserve to die! die!


there's a used condom on my corridor. i think i know whose it is. well, if you have time to have sex in the corridor, maybe you can spare a few seconds to dispose of the condom properly? how difficult can that be?! the condom packaging is on the kitchen floor. i feel a bit sad for my nice cleaner lady when she comes to work tomorrow. or maybe someone will get rid of it tonight.


i wish it would stop raining.
or maybe if the heater is turned back on, i won't mind the rain so much.


i wish i have more than 20p in coins now, because i so feel like eating chocolate from the vending machine now.
ok, but since i don't i shall just look forward to my salmon for dinner later.


finland won eurovision last night. the voting was totally biased and useless.


i saw fireworks from my window last night. nice.


radio bbc2 is very funny to listen to on saturday mornings. the djs are totally off-the-wall funny. reminds me of the class 95 morning show, only loads funnnier cos the djs are much more politically incorrect!
on sunday mornings, it's a bit too spiritual to appeal to me.


i should be getting back to work. i am so going to regret wasting time (so i want to study) but then i dread going back to work (so i don't want to study). what a dilemma! if i were a robot, i would have gone mad from this. or maybe not. i'll just do whichever task that generates a higher potential in my circuits. seeing as i'm not a robot, i'll just have to make a choice, yes?


bah. i miss my mum.